no 46 flaws

when i failed to notice that my flaws had taken over me, and when you said that all these flaws troubles you so much that you barely can tolerate against it, and eventually you gave up, that's when i realized i had already given up so much earlier than you.

i have never understood the meaning of the gift of being healthy until now that i know not being healthy is one of the reasons these hands you were holding, you let go.

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Halaman Rusuk Kiri.

Rusuk kiri yang kau cari
Takkan ada pengganti.

Kau kata,
Yang dulu-dulu tu implant sementara.
Tak sesuai.

Jadi,
Yang sesuai tu nak jumpa dekat mana?
Yang sedang-sedang. Yang muat-muat dengan hati kita.



Kota Kinabalu.
Disember 2013.

BitterHeart !

Hendak di luah .
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Sakit menahan rasa yang tidak dilepaskan.

Jadi aku pilih.
untuk buangkan segala rasa jauh-jauh.
dan hidup tanpa hati dan perasaan lagi!

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