no 46 flaws

when i failed to notice that my flaws had taken over me, and when you said that all these flaws troubles you so much that you barely can tolerate against it, and eventually you gave up, that's when i realized i had already given up so much earlier than you.

i have never understood the meaning of the gift of being healthy until now that i know not being healthy is one of the reasons these hands you were holding, you let go.