sedih, bila kau cakap dekat aku kau nak pergi mati dan suruh aku jaga diri. macam tu punya senang. it's sad. fucking sad that you don't think of what is going to happen to me afterwards you dies, and you don't even consider what will i do if there's no you.
if we're married now, and you said "hush honey, i'm going somewhere and i hope i die there, please take a good care of our kids, our house and yourself. and i love you". do you think it's a simple thing to be a single mother rising her kids, alone? i know you know how hard it is, you've been experiencing it for 13 years sayang. how could you said that to me?
kalau macam ni lah gayanya, tak hairan lah kalau satu hari nanti kau yang lari.